24 March 2024 (Kurt Tay) - Q&A - Transcript (Part 5)

Why not you perform at Yishun MRT instead of dancing ? You shoot all the WWE patterns then people can put money in your trolley bag. Good fans can put more and can take photos with you. Or you can sell tissue papers.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=0s

It's not convenient I go and do street performer or sell this tissue paper
Firstly, you need to have license
You must apply license
Cannot anyhow, anyone bo dai bo ji suka suka 街头卖艺 street performer or sell tissue paper.
All these you need license one.
Secondly, I got a lot of haters
Maybe we will attract fans but will also attract haters to come and heckle me and come and disturb me.
So it's not advisable
I got explained before last time
I don't know right now, nowadays is it more easy bcause I've been seeing a lot of youngsters, they apply license and example I saw before Lavender MRT lah, Bishan MRT whatever right, many young people 街头卖艺 sing song.
I think now it's more easy
But because many many many years ago, when I tried to apply the license, I couldn't get it.
I couldn't get it
That time I applied before, I want to 街头卖艺 then I even went to the place, I talked to the person face to face.
I couldn't get the license
The person don't want to issue me the license
I don't know why
Nowadays, maybe its more easy.
But like I said, I got a lot of haters so it's inconvenient because haters will hackle me

I heard Wen Loong sell soybean pudding can earn $6k per month, is it true ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=108s

He also got tell me before, he sell want dao hua can earn 6K 7K per month.
Is it true or not ?
I don't know
Because like I said, 99.99999999% of what Wen Loong said is not true.
So he is a dua pao xian.
So I think maybe not true
Because he like to dua pao a lot of things.
Many of things he said is not true

What are the 3 things you will do immediately that day when the court case is over ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=138s

If everything is successful, you know I get warning, I get probation, of course I will celebrate with my family and so on.
That finally there is justice
There's fairness

When you autocum, you go public toilet ah ? How you PCC if you sleep outside ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=165s

I explained many times before
If you want to auto-cum, you have to be nude, to watch porn, squad down.
Squat down position
Then you can auto-cum
If standing right, its a bit hard to auto-cum.
The position must be to squat down
And now I wrestling split personality, I don't bo dai bo ji go and auto cum.
Only the stupid BDSM no brain dog slave split personality likes to watch porn and auto cum.

If someone pay you $100k to plead guilty and not sue someone, will you do it ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=209s

$100k
It's a tough question man.
Unless I confirm the 100K bank into my bank account then maybe I can consider
Because it's quite a huge amount of money
So I think should be yes yes yes
I think so
Because is a lot of money
So anyway, like I said, this case is not guarantee can win.
So we can get 100K, then why not ?
I think should be ok.

How you differentiate between your own thoughts and voices ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=253s

Voices is you heard voices in your head. They talk to you. They talk to me.
Thoughts is you don't hear voices talking to you
So I think that's the difference

When the voices talk to you, you can adjust the volume ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=271s

Answer is no no no
You think this is radio is it ?
Can adjust volume

Can you talk to them if they don't talk to you ?

What kind of question is this man ?
Can I talk to them if they don't talk to me ?
Usually is they will talk to you first
They will talk to you first
If they don't talk to you, can you talk to them ?
If they don't talk to you, it means they are not here, how you going to talk to them ?
Very funny question

Gay got sister or not ? Sister's name is it called Lesbian ? Is mother's name transgender ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=303s

If you got watch my 14th March Q&A, you will know that he's referring to the person, his surname is called Gay.
So that time in the BMT, got 2 pai kia.
One is called Gay. One is called Ang Kong.
But both of the also got tattoos lah
They like to bully people.
So whether her sister is called Lesbian, this one I don't know.
I not sure.

What is Gay doing now ? You got check ? Maybe now he in prison because he bully you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=338s

I got no idea what is Gay doing now
Because I am not in touch with him
I got no contact with him
So I don't know what is he doing now
Even if he die already, I also don't know because he is not a celebrity
How the fuck I know what is happening to him right now ?

If you in jail and you see Gay there, what will you do ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=363s

I won't do anything unless he want to bully me then I will do something
This time round, it will not be the same
Last time in BMT, those who got watch my previous Q&A right, that time, I still very timid so he borrow my shower gel and purposely pour finish my shower gel and then he return to me
When ask why he use finish, He said “I used it to wash my lanjiao hair”
If the same thing happen, I will shout at him
I will scold the fucking hell of him
It will not be the same like that time the BMT Kurt Tay
Anyway that time BMT is not called Kurt Tay, he's only known as Tay Foo Wei
So this time round, I am not the same person as in BMT, I will definitely gan him.
I will shout at home
I will scold him
So I will even put point middle finger to him if he try to bully me

Who is Xiao Feng ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=419s

Xiao Feng is my former platoon mate in BMT
Last time always kenna bullied by the Gay and Angkong
So they will treat him like a slave like I mentioned before in my Q&A
They will bo dai bo ji slap at his face
Really bully until very jialat
He very 胆小 very timid
At least I dare to compain to Sergeant but he don't dare to compain to Sergeant
So they continue to bully him
So right now, this Xiao Feng, that time I got meet him in the reservist.
Not reservist, what you call. The RT.
Remedial training when you go for the IPPT one
I ever met him before and he already married.
He married Vietnamese wife
So that time, I haven't married yet that time.
So that was before I do breast implants
Very very long time ago
He even asked me whether I interested to marry Vietnamese wife because he married Vietnamese wife.
He say he can introduce to me.
So that time I say I not interested.
That time was 2010 or 2011, I can't remember.
He was been working as a bus driver for many many years.
I often met him when I take bus.
So he doing the bus driver
I think he also got kids already.

Why you don't want follow Xiao Feng to become bus driver ? Bus driver good leh. High pay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=495s

I might consider to do bus driver
Because you see right, if I become taxi/grab driver, i need to know all the directions in Singapore.
Anywhere also must know
However if you become the bus driver right, if you drive this bus then you will learn to drive the route of this area.
Maybe if you drive bus 8OO or 804, you only need to memorize this is the direction of 8OO, this is the direction of 804.
Like that I can remember the route
Bus driver, I can because you only need to memorize the route, the route only one road or two roads, the route that you are driving.
So you don't need to remember all the different direction in Singapore
But if you become the taxi driver, if you become the grab food rider right, the whole Singapore you need to know the direction how to go.
So that one I got problem.
So bus driver, maybe can consider lah
But like I say, need to wait for the court case to finish first to see how is the verdict, how is the result.

Would you prefer 1) Slimming and small breasts or 2) Fat and big breasts ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=572s

I would choose number 1 because boobs small nevermind
If you slim, you look beautiful, you look sexy even if small boobs
But if you big boobs but you fat fat fat fat. Very fat.
Then that is not my type that I want
I prefer number 1

Did Xiao Feng do BDSM since he kenna bullied by Gay and Ang Kong ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=601s

How the fuck I know whether he got engaged BDSM ?
I don't know man
I not in close contact with him.
I don't know he got do BDSM or not

When you lost money in casino last time leading to depression, what kind of casino games did you play ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=1719s

I actually play the banker/player.
Because I don't know about all these games
So, the banker/player is most easy to play because either bet on banker or bet on player
That one is more easy
The rest of them, I don't know the games.

Did your parents ask you to go back to the fortune teller for help or get another reading to change your fortune ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=1748s

This thing cannot be changed.
I think I got mentioned before, last time I go to the fortune teller many many years ago, before my children are born.
So that time, the fortune teller say what my wife will divorce with me lah, I will go to jail.
Then I asked "How to change ?"
Then she say these type of things cannot change one.
Its 注定 one.
I and my wife's relationship very good.
So I don't think its true that we will divorce because we now in good terms relationship.
As for the jail thing right, also not confirm yet.
So will see how ok ?

Why don't you try gambling again ? Make $100 a day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=1796s

BDBYZD
Last time because of the gambling, thats why I lose all my money in the casino, kenna depression then go to Bangkok Thailand to make breasts implants.
Now you still want me to do gambling again ?
If gambling is so easy to make money, everyone will quit their job then become
神 or 赌圣.
Maybe some people they got the skills or whatever lah but I don't have the skills
I don't have the luck also
So, I definitely won't repeat the same mistake again then go to casino, gambling then later all my money again.
I will kee siao
So this thing will not happen again

What happen to you that you kenna depression and engage BDSM ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71T-GmNuCno&t=622s

So now, I going to answer this question
This question need a long long time to answer
You see sometimes people right, they misunderstand
They think I'm horny.
That's why I go and find BDSM
That is no no
You see, long long time ago, I was feeling very very stressed.
So that time, I still remember I was working as a security guard at this Anchorpoint shopping centre.
So, not only is the pay low, then that time got a lot of people recognised me.
And when people recognised me, I feel so embarrassing, so embarrassing. I feel so embarrassing.
Because you would never see a YouTuber like JianHao Tan, Dee Kosh, Sneaky Sushii or Superstar Steven Lim kor kor go and become security guard at a shopping mall.
So that time, most online celebrities, actually they can earn a lot of money by doing YouTube videos all these.
Steven Lee is a bit different.
Steven Lee got his own. That time he supply the part time actors/actress for the MediaCorp.
So right now, he still earn money, got student pay him, he go and teach what.
I don't know what, dancing, acting course whatever
So not many online celebrities need to do a normal job.
Now, it's a bit different, you got Guo Lai do grab food rider.
You got Wangan Bryan, now become evil black hearted, he go join evil side, he also do grab food rider.
So that time, don't have Guo Lai, don't have Wangan Bryan doing a normal job type of online celebrities
I am the only online celebrity that needs to do normal job.
So I feel, 心里不平衡. Why they all Dee Kosh, Jianhao Tan, Sneaky Sushii, why all of them no need to work normal job, they can earn a lot of money by just doing YouTube.
So I feel paiseh when people see Kurt Tay wah doing security guard at the shopping centre.
So I feel embarrassing, I feel paiseh, I feel stressed.
I feel stressed because not only people recognize me working as security guard at the shopping mall
I also feel paiseh
I feel stressed because the money is low, not high enough to survive.
If 1 person of course no problem, you single.
So I feel like, I feel like I am not a person that can do anything, I am not a person that
But if you need to feed your family right, its not enough.
So I was feeling very stressed.
That time I decided to find BDSM in 2011 to relief my stress
So after that, I go and find BDSM in 2011
In 2011, its not every month.
2011 for the whole year only 2 times, go and engage BDSM.
So after you engage the BDSM, you can relief the stress.
Its a form to relief the stress.
Then I want to talk about depression.
So you see, before I got depression right, the condition is not so worse compare to after you got depression.
That time in 2022, that time Loh Jia Hung provoke me, challenge me for a fight.
So I thought he is just like most haters, put aeroplane, won't turn up then I go and accept the fight.
I thought go there will be like other haters, they won't turn up, put aeroplane then I just shout here, shout there.
Then after that, I say I declare the winner because they got no balls to come
But he is different, he got balls to come, he got guts to come.
Then that time, its a live video, I feel paiseh.
Is it live video ?
I will feel paiseh.
Later the haters say Wah Loh Jia Hung got turn up, why you don't dare to accept the fight ? Is it you humji, CAG or whatever right"
In order to prove that I am not CAG right, I am not humji right, I gong gong dai dai go and accept the fight.
Then after that, I lose to him.
That moment when I lose to him, I feel very very low self esteem.
I feel low confidence
I feel depressed
But however, I gained back my confidence when I go and learn the Wing Chun classes
Unfortunately, later on after learning 3 months of the basic Wing Chun, the shifu found out that I am some famous online celebrity and decided to fire me.
He say he don't feel comfortable having a famous online celebrity to attend his class then the shifu's wife say I got a lot of haters.
Later the haters come to our class to 踢馆, to create trouble
So I was being fired by shifu
Then not long later, during After School Therapy filming, one of the episodes
AnyNameIsGoodGood is there. He is acting as a security guard.
This After School Therapy producer bo dai bo ji suddenly want to do arm wrestling, ask me to do arm wrestling with Muay Thai champion
Some people they thought Muay Thai champion is it I referring to Loh Jia Hung. No
Muay Thai Champion is referring to Superstar Steven Lim Kor Kor
He arm wrestling with me. He win me
Never mind just suah
But after he win, he continue to hold my arm. 1,2,3.4,5,6,7,8.
Makes me feel very siasuay.
As though I am very very useless
Like he can defeat me very easy.
He can just hold my arm, like I go no strength like that
He further humiliate me in front of live recording
So after this humiliation, I feel very siasuay, I feel very low self esteem.
That time, even people comment Kurt Tay not fit to carry wrestling championship belt. Give the belt to Steven Lim lah.
Then the Muay Thai champion, Superstar Steven Lim Kor Kor say no need lah. The chamipnship belt fake one.
He say he no need the belt.
So that time, I very very lose face.
I feel very low self esteem
I started to have depression, become very bad.
Then somemore Wing Chun shifu fire me.
If Wing Chun shifu never fire me, even after this incident right, if I go back to learn the Wing Chun right, I will gain back my confidence but unfortunately, the Wing Chun shifu fire me
So ever since that incident right, my depression become very very worse, my condition become very very worse.
I started going full commando ever since that incident
Last time is like on and off. Sometimes wear, sometimes don't wear.
I started to go full commando
I tell myself, seems like I very very useless, very 没有用. Why lose to Steven Lim ?
Then I see, when I ask Steven Lim to arm wrestling with Kelly Kimberly right, Steven Lim don't dare
He gives a lot of excuses lah. Later Kelly Kimberly lose lah, Kelly Kimberly will lose face all these.
Then I see, he don't dare to accept the challenge with Kelly Kimberly.
Even arm wrestling, he don't dare but for me, he dare.
He humilate me very easily.
I started to think. Since I am so useless, I can only be a slave to women to humiliate
My condition got worse. I started to think a lot
I started to hear voices in my head.
They talk to me. They talk to me.
I started to remember that time when Wen Loong say
Last time in the men spa, one of the pubor kia bo dai bo ji punch me.
After that, I want to report police
Then, the men spa boss fire him
Later on, he come back and begging for job.
He say he needs to feed his family
Then the men spa boss say I not OK for him to come back to men spa to work
The men spa boss and men spa working colleague keep on begging me to let him come back to work
Only Angle side with me, not agree for that guy to come back to work.
That guy keep on begging me, please lah give chance give chance. He needs to feed his family.
So finally, reach an agreement that he let me punch him back then only will let him come back to work.
Of course, cannot punch the eyes, punch the nose, only can punch the forehead.
So he sit down there then I standing, do the hardest punch I can on his forehead
Then he smile
His reaction like nothing happen to him.
That time Wen Loong got say.
He comment in the Afterschool Therapy or whatever.
That time Wen Loong comment how come I got no strength
Is it I man body but girl strength, like no strength like that
It reminds me of this incident
After I lose to Steven Lim then this Muay Thai champion continue to further humiliate me
Sp, my condition gets worse.
I keep on telling myself. Since I am so useless, I can only be a dog slave for the BDSM mistress
So, condition gets worse means example in the past, with or without BDSM mistress, nevermind, I use it to relief the stress.
After this incident, I die die must have BDSM mistress
If I don't have BDSM mistress, I feel very very miserable.
I feel very very uncomfortable
I feel very very 痛苦
So, condition gets worse.
Example, during one of the BDSM session, I being punished to eat cat food
By right, I can reject but I tell myself I am a slave
I am a slave. She ask me to do what, I have to do what.
So after eating cat food, I think next session eat dog food.
So 走火入魔
The condition gets worse.
Then I kenna caning by the BDSM mistress
Cane until swollen then I heard voices in my head again They talk to me, they talk to me.
One voice talk to me say "What the fuck are you doing man. You are the wrestling champion, why cane until buttocks swollen"

Another voice in my head tell me "No, you are not wrestling champion man. Look, you lose to the Muay Thai Champion. He humiliate you. You are useless. You are worthless. You are 没有用"
So I heard voices in my head. They talk to me. They talk to me
These voiecs, the BDSM dog slave voices say "You are a slave. You are dog slave. You are just a slave. You are just a dog"
Even kenna caning until buttocks swollen also nevermind
So the condition gets worse.
Worse until the BDSM dog slave split personality keeps on saying its my childhood dream to be a dog. I want to be half human half dog. If I don't get people to put dog leash on my neck, I will feel miserable
The condition gets worse ever since the arm wrestling incident win by the Muay Thai Champion
That time due to some incident happen, I kenna blacklisted by BDSM mistress.
When I couldn't find the BDSM mistress, I feel very very miserable because of the depression.
Then I say I am half human half dog lah
What I need an owner.
All these are the words, the thoughts of the BDSM dog slave split personality, not the real Kurt Tay.
What childhood dream to be a half human half dog
That is not true. No no no
Same like the shemale split personality.
Talk nonsense say ever since I am a little kid, its my childhood dream to have breasts. No such things.

My childhood dream, never ever wanted to have breasts.
Never ever wanted to have boobs.
All these are teh split personality talking
So that time, I because of the condition gets worse, until I cannot think, until I get scammed by the Muslim Supatra, ask me to pay money first. blah blah blah.
Ask me to transfer money to treat her eat all these.
The real Kurt Tay will never kenna scammed
Because I kenna depression, I desperately need a female owner.
That time, I very very stubborn, only want local Singapore BDSM mistress. Don't want overseas.
I cannot think. Gong gong dai dai. Until kenna scammed by Muslim Supatra.
My depression is very very worse until when someone say if I don't obey command, will reject me.
Don't want me as a slave.
So have to obey all the commands then I go and obey commands to do disgusting videos.
Some haters will say you don't lie lah. What depression ? I got friends depression never go and eat shit all these.
BDBYZD
Depression got many many types.
Some people depression maybe because he and his girlfriend break up
Some people depression maybe is their love ones passed away
Some people depression maybe is his pet passed away or whatever
Some people depression maybe bankrupt or whatever
Some people depression maybe lose money in casino
There are many many reasons that cause depression
So that itme, my depression when I having the BDSM dog slave split personality, is I don't have a female owner. I tell myself I am a half human half dog.
So a dog don't have owner.
So that time, my depression is I need a female owner.
To the extend that I willing to obey any commands.
But you all know what happen lah.
Later on, break promise leak out my videos without my consent without my permission.
This is 100% real that I really really got severe depression and split personality|
A person in the right mind would not do such things
I ever see before live in front of me, a man walk totally nude, totally naked.
He got appear in the news before.
Some people, male/female walk naked, walk nude in the public. Why ?
Because they lose their minds
They kenna depression. They kee siao already ok
They are not in the right mind.
Nobody in their right mind will go and walk in the public totally nude.
Why Chris Benoit go and murder his family.
Because he kenna brain damage, he cannot think.
If he is in the right mind, he definitely will not go and murder his own family.
So what I trying to say is this.
That time I not in the right mind when I obey to do such disgusting videos
So the haters, they like to make fun.
Oh, shit nice to eat or not. All these things.
If they are the ones kenna depression, they do silly things, next time people make fun of them, how would they feel ?
They must 人在做天在看. What they doing, God is watching their every moves.
You make fun of me because I kenna depression and do silly stuff.
Next time, you kenna depression and you do silly stuff, people make fun of him, see how you feel.
So, these are the few reasons.
I also mentioned before I got split personalities.
Why ? If you got watch my previous Q&A, I got mentioned before.
Due to trauma, I kenna bullied in Kintergarden, Primary School, Secondary School and especially in the Army until I develop split personality.
Especially Eddie Zhang, big size, no muscle, very big size, massive, very strong. Every day bully me in the army.
Punch my shoulder lah very hard.
That time everyday bully me, punch me until I cannot tahan and cry.
I try to fight him back but I lose to him.
So when you having trauma right, then that time I started to develop split personality. I got depression. I feel stressed.
Why ? Because your ownself, your real self cannot protect your ownself.
Your mind, whatever right started to develop another split personality right, another personality that is different from your real self to protect yourself.
So that time, I started to eat a lot a lot to gain weight to become big size
Later on, going to unit right, got one guai lan person right very guai lan with me.
Suddenly I tell myself "I am a wrestling split personality. I am a wrestler. I am the man they call Vader."
So suddenly, I got the guts, I got the balls to go and fight with that guy.
He started the fight first but only I kenna punished.
Every time, unfairness happen.
So, I got split personality due to trauma, kenna bullied.
The split personality is real.
My wife live with me. She knows my personality at times is different.
That time, when I just married her.
When I having BDSM split personality, I will say oh, I like to do BDSM stuff.
I like to lick feet lah. Suck toes lah. Drink her urine all these.
She might thought oh, confirm I like BDSM stuff after doing all these lah.
Got one day, she ask me to lick her feet. I rejected. I don't want.
I say what for lick her feet then she said she thought I like.
I said I don't like.
Some people will say mood change lah whatever.
BDBYZD.
A normal person will not keep on having different characters, different personality
Weeks later, suddenly when i having the BDSM split personality, I like to do such things, I asked my wife again.
Weird weird one. How come sometimes I like. Sometimes I don't like. This is split personality.
Different split personalities, they like different things. They like different stuff.
So, I can swear that my depression and split personalities are real.
I am not lying.
People who know me, knows that things that are real, I dare to swear because I take swear seriously.
So this is the whole thing about depression, split personality and why I engage BDSM and how come I lose my mind to do disgusting video.